*Sigh*~~so pathetic...always update only when it's the last day of school before a break (and this one is only 1 week...with TONS of homework)...*sigh*...I've missed so many good things these days (ex.The Student Airband - went to the previous 2 and they sucked so I didn't buy ticket this year...turned out it was very good (that's wut most ppl said)...wtf...whoever designs fate must be hating me a lot!!~~, The Mesmer Show - I was gonna buy ticket...but found out that there were 4 tests the following day so had to stay home that night to study, The In Your Face Play - guess for this one I don't really have anything to blame...*sigh*...should blame myself for being a zombie all the time~~)...*cough*~(I'm sick again...always before a break too...)~excuse my excessive whining...plz forgive the annoying nonsense and my weirdness...

   ...and thanks for keeping on reading...Well, actually for me today is not really the last day yet ...*Yawn*~(guess I should sleep earlier tonight)...cuz I still have to wake up at normal time just like on school days (or even earlier) for tmr...to  go to that Taste of Pi thing at SFU...it sounds fun...but maybe (like most of the other things that I've gone to) it's just some boring lecture of some sort...but as long as it's about math and sciences...it should be interesting ~~~(omg...Winni~~stop being so nerdy~~be a normal person!!...u r embarrassing me!! ~~~)...*cough*~~plz pretend u didn't see the last sentence in the brackets~~

   O well...let me see wut I've planned to do during the break~~~I'm gonna spend most of my time sleeping, working on my assignments and project, watching TV, and "zombying" in front of the computer~~*sigh*~~so pathetic right?~~me agree with u too...

   Anywayz...hope u all have a GREAT spring break and have fun!!! Be safe and be happy!!! See u back in school in a week + 2 days!!...

* Most unnecessary weird thoughts have already been filtered out; Again, THANK YOU for reading~~!!   

   Wow...can't believe myself~~I'm actually updating my xanga~!! (Haven't updated for >3 months...almost forget that this thing even exists...) Anywayz~~it's finally almost Christmas...and another year is coming soon -- 2006~!!! *sigh*...suddenly feel so old...I wish time could freeze (or even reversing would be better)...so I'll be able to stay young forever~~~don't have to deal with the burdens coming ahead...(I wonder why I never thought about all the bad things of growing up when I was very young...probably too stupid to...) *sigh*~~ppl are always so optimistic when they're young...should widen their knowledge so they'll know how dark and hopeless the world is...

   ...umm...another term of school has just past (so many things happened~~~I'm too lazy to even type them down)...the Teachers' Airband on the last day was such a disappointment~~I thought it would be stunning...but turned out that was not even as good as the one I went to in Grade 8~~(I probably expected too much from it...shouldn't have done it)~~but it was alright overall...still don't regret having gone to watch it~~

    Caught a cold right on the first day of winter break...runny nose, sore throat (lost my voice), headaches...argh...but now I'm getting better...hope I'll get over it by Christmas~~(I'm so glad there's no school these days...I guess I'm quite lucky...)...thank whoever for blessing me~~

    There's still so much more I can write down...but I guess I'll just keep it in my heart until it someday vanish into nothingness~~~

    That's it...Have a GREAT holiday everybody...MeRrY cHrIsTmAs & HaPpY nEwYeAr~~!! Wish you all luck in the upcoming year~!!!

    *Sigh*~~today's the Mid-Autumn Festival...nobody cares much anywayz...it's not really worth mentioning...might not even see the moon tonight...the sky is so cloudy and dark~~~I miss the large red moon that I saw a few weeks ago...

    ~~~The first complete week of school has finally gone...so much homework~~~so many things have changed this year...feels like I'm in a different dimension of the school or sumthing'...so not used to the teachers and people in the new classes...everything seem so strange and odd...I just realized how lucky I was last last~~wut's become the past would never come back...let's wish that this year would be as nice as the previous one...but I have a feeling that it's not...

   I'm feeling depressed for some reason...maybe it's due to a lot of things happening...or maybe it's just the science teacher (the most unenthusiastic person ever)...*sigh*~~hope I'll get used to her soon...

   It was Terry Fox Run on Friday...dunno why it reminded me of the time in elementary school...took some pictures along the way and time passed so quickly~~~didn't even savor the process~~~just like life...

   I have so much more to say~~~but I'm so unwilling to put them into words...I guess I'll just leave it here~~~

   Have a nice time everyone~~~wish u all luck~~!!!

    Today's OPENING day of school...doesn't quite seem like it to me (guess it's because we actually only go to the homerooms and no classes today)...

    ...Me so silly today lah...ppl told me that their Hm#s have changed...so I looked at mine a few days ago and saw that it was still the same number 213...so today I went to my old homeroom (which was totally wrong) and saw all these people in the room looking at me like I was some kinda imbecile or sumthing...I was so freaked out (thank god I'd brought my old schedule with me)...then I realized that it's B213 instead of A213 (which was my old homeroom)...man~~they should've changed the numbers too ah...so confusing...especially for my kinda lazy ppl who don't read carefully in the summer (grown too lazy during the break)...maybe it's a warning sign of me losing concentration of things...*sigh*...

   I thought that my schedule didn't change much...but in fact it did...*groan*...this is the worst schedule I could possibly get:

    A. PE 10 - Schwab (Great...now my locker's gonna be in C Wing...worst location ever~~~)

    B. Planning 10 - Smith 

    C. Chamber Choir - Marquette

    D. English 10 - Lindsay (Had her in Grade 8...dunt know why so many people dislike her...I think she's OK...)

    E. Social Studies 11 - Neufeld (Hope I'm not the only Grade 10 in that class)

    F. Math 10 ENR - Dou (This is the class that I have together with the most ppl whom I know)

    G. French 10 - Hawes

    H. Science 10 - Chen (Never heard of this person...maybe a sub for Desai...*this is certainly not anything I hoped for it to be...*)

  So...here's my timetable for the year of 2005-2006...I have a feeling that this year is gonna be so much tougher and I'll be much unluckier than last year...the battle for me officially begins tomorrow...wish me luck lah...see y'all...*sigh*...Good Luck for all~~!!!